Y .Wednesday, May 25, 2005.
muahaha
energy new song [[天]][与][[地]] (change to universal: unicode)
damn cool!
great shock.
if can put up...
mauhaha
change skin le.
song oso change le.
pix up.
spend pretty lot time to get the pix up.
bought new notebook
prepare to bring it to china.
muahaha....
tml meet the parent comfirm mati liao lar...
if miss haiza nvr cum...
o my god.
ok lar... late le nid to slp
tml still wan go shopping.
buy
:-chain
-wallet
-pencil case
-shower
SHIT!
I FORGOT MRS TAY HOME WORK!!!
damn. give me a break----
10:48 PM
Y .Tuesday, May 24, 2005.
changed song...
very heavy breathing...
actually wanted to put alot of song de...
but dunno how to put in.
always fail.
then forget it lor....
bear with it bahz....
coz i lost the guang liang song de url.
haiz....
damn. give me a break----
2:52 PM
Y .Monday, May 23, 2005.
fail??
pass??
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damn. give me a break----
11:52 PM
Y .Saturday, May 21, 2005.
it's raining heavily out there.
yesterday went to warch the rjc concert.
not bad lar...
too high cannot concentrate watching.
then hor...
my mother went crazy again...
anyway....
she went to call sooo many ppl...
hui shan, bee suan....
siao ar...
cum back home wan see kunda on i guess then scream at my ears...
shuckz.
hate it when she over do it.
so embarassing...
very malu lor...
INITIAL D
rite now listening to jay and edison de qiao duan...
so nice...
thinking of watching initial D
where so many ppl cum together...
waaaaaaa.....
OK... it's a nice time to have a slp.
with the rain before preparing to go to the second trip to rjc.
ciaoz...
damn. give me a break----
5:37 AM
Y .Friday, May 20, 2005.
shucks. im aching oready. my four limbs are crying for help.
im burned!!!
the tone of skin colour by my neck and body is just being ridiculas.
i think i cant live through today.
im damn tired.
and so what??!!
when i wake up im still having a stomach full of anger.
fark tt jian hong.
dun he even know how to throw rubbish?
fancy throwing is leftovers in front of the computer.
he really do not even have common sense.
i really have to help him to admit that he is a
SPOILT BASTARD. STUPID BABY.
everything is just so stupid.
spoil all my moods!
during the one day camp was crazy.
under the sun for one whole day.
the low element de ok ok lar....
climb here carry there support there.
but the motivational there hor...
nid to climb very low.
through tyres. through sands.
bleaghz.
then nid to climb here climb there.
i so scared.
coz pretty high de.
then the swing worst.
always cannot balance properly then land into the water.
anyway, i love archery.
got 3 shots.
i lucky. have two try.
at least half got hit the board.
shuang.
really.
then have paint ball.
our oponent very *tooot*
to easy to be defeated.
took us not long to win.
muahaha. i actually ran all the way to their base.
yay im the flag woman.
then ltr wan to see others stand bside the look out.
haha. liutenant lin(if not wrong lar)
kana suan by us.
very wad lor...
xue huishan tok tok
act sweet wanna puke leh.
he and his lousy whistle.
=PpP bleaghz!~
aiyo... then at night have briefing.
no use lor
any way, at night cannot slp then tok tok tok.
becoz jacz and cal they all scared bed bugs.
then more and more ppl cum tok.
i fall alslp lo.
keep snoring.
snore, i wake up. so ma fan.
then in the end, slp a few hrs.
then next morning go mac ritchie.
very tired. fall aslp in the bus.
then when our 'jog' start to rain.
i tot it was cool.
it was beautiful.
the dried leaves start to drop then goes the rain.
running in the rain oso pretty nice.
though a lil dirty lar.
ache my hands and legs ache.
afraid that tml cannnot movee.
argh... my body is in pain...
ermz... forget it.
slp lo...
damn. give me a break----
1:55 PM
Y .Tuesday, May 17, 2005.
shucks... my marks really shucks alot man...
i failed my literature!!!!
only my maths can bee seeeeennnn
my chinese so average.
my english comfirm wan dan de
worst still. my science lousy until mr yeo turn to console me when i actually said...
"yeo... im toooo stupid to be your rep. i failed you!!!"
"a... nvm ar... i know you do your best liaoz...."
dun nid say liaoz.
i can go and die le
really...
i dun wish to see my history and art marks le
ok with all the markz.
i hate them
i hate myself.
im a burden to everyone
im a black sheep.
i dun deserve to be alive.
Rjc having concert...
going the two day...
learn sumthing.
maybe can find sum very nice piece.
today listen to lao zhou tok.
tok until i so cold...
stuppid aircon...
fine...
i think i can go and die...
tt lao zhou wan every one to du zou...
siao ar...
three mth practice only.
if i gu zheng i definatly would choose something like
xiao ao jiang hu or dong fang bu bai de song....
haiz....
and what instrument grades...
one to take one grade dunno hor expensive lor...
i think is 60 - 100 ++ lor...
ppl like me....
music idiot...
it is a totally waste of money...
bleaghz!~!~
ok...
tt china immersion
why do we go vist the lakes at night de?
hmmm...
nvm.
the bag they gace us which they claimed to be 'attractive'
yay... attractively tu.
every one will stare at you... 'are you from mars?'
'are you from the past?'
i rather a tag...
damn. give me a break----
1:58 PM
Y .Tuesday, May 10, 2005.
Here, in sadness, I sit and ponder
The things I should have said.
And now, the time is over,
So all I can do is hang my head.
My eyes are filled with teardrops.
My soul is wracked with pain.
My love for you is much deeper.
And this, I try to myself, explain.
We were together for so many years.
My life with you, was a joy to behold.
But you are now gone, from my embrace,
And my kisses are now left in the cold.
I cannot bear this pain much longer,
For you were my life to me.
And never will the void be filled,
Until it's my time to be with thee.
Leslie M. Willson-------------------------------------
full credits to: mzoraida and deviantart.
found this in deviant find it interesting. muahaha. download alot of anime. got to do with wings de!
damn. give me a break----
5:26 PM
Y ..
Here, in sadness, I sit and ponder
The things I should have said.
And now, the time is over,
So all I can do is hang my head.
My eyes are filled with teardrops.
My soul is wracked with pain.
My love for you is much deeper.
And this, I try to myself, explain.
We were together for so many years.
My life with you, was a joy to behold.
But you are now gone, from my embrace,
And my kisses are now left in the cold.
I cannot bear this pain much longer,
For you were my life to me.
And never will the void be filled,
Until it's my time to be with thee.
Leslie M. Willson-------------------------------------
full credits to: mzoraida and deviantart.
found this in deviant find it interesting. muahaha. download alot of anime. got to do with wings de!
damn. give me a break----
5:26 PM
Y .Monday, May 09, 2005.
I AM NOT A SLAVE!!!
I HATE YOU!!!
I NOE IT
IM A NOBODY!
U PPL TREAT ME AS SLAVE!
I ALWAYS HAVE A THOUGHT FOR U PPL
WHEN WOULD U PPL THINK FOR ME?!
ok let me cool down
okie!
first i would like to say sumthing...
is it that if i dont kill someone, no one will be afraid of me?!
can i live a life?
ya i hate to study
ya i hate to be bossed around.
ya i hate to be a venting machine.
fine if you think im crazy but i thought that im nutz...
crazy like a mad woman.
i'll disappoint everyone
im such a let down
im not as clever as my brother.
not as capable as him.
all i noe is to waste my mum money waste my time
all i noe is to chase energy
all i can do is to wash dishes, fold clothes and iron them blah blah
i am a nobody.
i am stupid
im am useless.
i am being panaroid running myself down here.
i am being hysterical talking bullshit down here
just thank god i did not get nasty with those vulgar words.
welcomce to my world.
im a lunatic.
muahahahahahaha--------------------------
damn. give me a break----
9:58 PM
