Y .Wednesday, April 25, 2007.
WOW~
i haven been updating>.<
awww~
let's update some things,
hmmm
okie~
my birthday!
thanks you guys for the cake,
sijia's strawberry choc,
huishan's amei album,
laytheng's pizza,
and yang qing plus xuebin's chocolate.
I LOVE ALL OF YOU
my jaejoong cake is finished.
i've ate them up!
heee
one of the picture is me laming at daiso~
haha another stupid trip with bee~
recently alot of things happened but i did not bother to update anyway>.<
just coming to rant something angry,
>.<
i dislike my mum to nag and scold me.
the more she does that
the more rebellious i get,
although i never showed it out.
there is a limit for good kid.
and don't try to push your way through,
you wouldn't want the result.
Don't try to piss me off with that "it's all for your own good, not mine'
when all you wanted all along for the sake of yourself.
you never hold up your promises, what makes you think that i can trust you?
i am a good kid who wants to work my way through my life,
i am a good daughter who never talk back
i am a good friend who try my best to accept you faults.
DONT try to push your way through my limit.
you do not want to know what the consequences is.
maybe i should never think of hurt my own physical body
i should never think of dying.
but if hurting myself is able to make you realise,
how much you have been forcing me,
maybe it's worth it.
but i would be a fool doing that.
because i am too beautiful to hurt myself.
damn. give me a break----
4:09 PM
Y .Wednesday, April 04, 2007.
CONGRATS EVERYONE!
CHINESE ORCHESTRA HAVE GOTTEN A SILVER FOR 2007 CENTRAL JUDGING!
i know many people are disappointed~
dun be!
COS I'LL BE THERE!
haha
cold-blooded me is not sad at all>.< awww.....
but i am super happy!
i'm totally satisfied with my performance!
FIRST TIME IN THE 3 TIMES PERFORMING IN SYF~
god~ i made so less mistake-
even with my heart tumping hard-
my outside is filled with confidence!
i really learn something great!
HEY I'M IMPROVING~
heee~
i had great fun in CO although i still dislike CO
>.<
I'M FINALLY FREE AFTER 7 YEARS!
HURRAYS!
heeheee-
i know many people are sad about the results
or you guys may feel like strangling me now~
but >.< guys get a grip.
our standards had always been there maybe-
all the gold confirmed by lao zhou can never be believed.
somehow he thinks too highly sometimes.
but anyway,
people who have the chance in 2009 to perform, work hard!
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to the rumao queens, you guys are so great!
secondary school wouldn't be fun without you guys!
heee
and to my two great wonderful cute lovely obedient JUNIOR
MY VONNIE AND PAMMIE-
i love you guys~
i love your present
T.T you guys touched me!
seriously we didnt even know we are going to pass out on that day.
but i have kept my co tshirt away~
into dark cabinet-
^^ but we will be there to check out on you guys!
take good care!
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IT'S HYUKKIES BIRTHDAY TODAY!
awwws-
he is awwfully goodlooking today in sukira~
and there's a super big cake
which i wonder who will eat it
>.< HAHA
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still considering whether to participate in SM U.C.C contest-
considering myself as a o level student and
considering i have been failing my bloody stupid Amath.
someone send me to hell please>.<
damn. give me a break----
11:08 PM
