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Y .Saturday, July 22, 2006.

come back after visiting my auntie from the hospital again~
hais~
she's crying~
can you imagine you spent more then a month in tt hospital?!
argh~
hais
then she always expect her husband to visit her~
but uncle is tired from the working in the day too.
then auntie feels lonely~
hais~ i dunno how to say lahs
but i can see uncle loves auntie~
^^
anyway, it's really saddening to live in hospital~
see everyone beside and around you are erm medically worst then you
then everyone there seems all alone~
especially their eyes,
they give off depressing expression.
heart breaking how life is~
also read the newspaper~
about tt 12 year old boy who died becos of brain infection or sth.
poor family~
the boy went to the hospital after fainting and nose bleeding on the morning of his birthday~
then the stupid hospital says they cant find the source of why he fainted~
then a week ltr, he was sent into hospital agn.
>.< then a few days ltr the doctor announce him brain dead~
then the family decides to let him go~
what's touching is the young boy is a sensible one~
his last words was 'dun worry, dad~'
T.T he say tt when he was consious and then found his dad, mum and siblings crying round his bed~
argh~
make me feel so bad about life~
grrr



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11:16 PM




Y .Wednesday, July 19, 2006.

060713 TVXQ Making of VACATION Drama

credits to cassiopeiasg.rules.it+ sunshine_moon
im sooo touched. they are putting in efforts like this
i love the rearranged song.
makes me feel like crying especially joongie get's hit.
he did great!!!
his falls and expression are great.
i didn't knew he could do that well. i really enjoy it.



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6:06 PM




Y .Tuesday, July 11, 2006.

DBSK Vacation Trailer

i wanna watch.
but it's charge to dwl
my joongie is so shuai~
i love the storylines for the moment
WAOH CHANGMINNIE BUTT WAS GRABBED



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9:53 PM




Y .Friday, July 07, 2006.

Kangta&Vaness - 127 Day

wow. i like this. i fall in love with this song. at first i thought it is what, gay mv~ stephanie is chio~[the female lead] kangta rock~



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Y ..

[DBSK] - SM TOWN - RED SUN

looks like their sm vacation red sun mv is also. not as good and cute as HOTMAIL. but boa is soooo cute. then joongie grrs *faints* he issss soooo cute.
and my heechul unnie tooo
not forgetting my son. sungmin. looks like he is doing welll~
realise that some guys from black beat or trax looks cute lol



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Y ..

TVXQ- Sky PV

just came back from came.
just three days, dbsk came out with their new jap singles. SKY.
i hate the starting rap~ but immediately after that, u hear my joongie~ wow. then u go, the song rocks.
but seriously this dance cheogographer (dunno how u spell) and mv director should be fired. i dislike this mv~ lol except my joongie who looks so darn hot in the mv



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Y ..

WOOOOOTS~~~~
lol. came back from camp.
i everywhere also pain~ >.<
we went back to jalan betera, which i went on primary 5 camp.
they renovated the toliets and set up huts for people to sleep.
our instructor are Constance and YanHao.
Such coincidence that YanHao is a ex-fuhuarian and once a student of miss wong.
Yan Hao very gu pi(loner)one. When instructors are all highing, he stand behind or aside one. lol. shihjoo and sijia both thinks that he looks like han qing.
he very kelian one, kana bully by me~ lol i left memories of him and constance and the time i had with 3B. Personally i think 3B did great~ dancing. screaming. shouting.
they are a groups of people who are very high.
for me hor~ who tell me so lousy second night, campfire, fever~
lol. but nvr report lars. think if i do nothing, rest rest rest my fever will not go off.
lol, to let yanhao not forget us, i left a [WOOTS]on his file. cos he come in contact with alot of people will forget us one lahs~
lol. he really take my advice wohs. HIGH~~~
WAHAHA.
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we played alot of stuffs. i'll write exciting ones.
first, we played high elements. i managed to pass!~ woots~
but the rope was shaking like crazy.
becos of the high element need to climb up and down, my hands and legs all tired. and aching. learn alot of things from it. tt xueying lihai wohs. she played two versions then she even sing 'unchain melody' in the air, then she still tie her shoe lace up there.
then we played stations where lots of stratergy and teamwork is needed.
lol. then there's alot of cheering and screaming at MPH. [multi-purpose hall]
first night couldnt sleep cos not enough space. then was sitting by the erm 'window'
then the sky so beautiful. lol then xueying lend me hear songs. ahhh i miss dbsk.
then i listen listen fall alseep.
the next day, we played casualities, the most saddening one becos we so lack of strength then the class cannot stick together, wasted alot of time.
need to carry huishan for a long way. we walk from the camp to the main road. kao darn tired ler still need to carry huishan[3b] back.
finally we reach our destination. outside the what rumble[mud stroll]
then before it, outside, must pratice hornet drill.
where three whistle goes off, drop down face to floor, tuck in ur pants, dun let the hornets go into the pants and attack ur private parts~
lol. then cover ur neck with hands. lol. we dirtied ourself.
then we go into the mud, soggy mud, [then goes threee whistle] omg. down on to mud.
i was dirtied. grrrrra. we did not play to the full extend cos we wasted too much time for casualities. the place is so slippery. then alot of people help her and there. then when going back up, tt yanhao and constance nvr go down.
not fair right? so when they are helping me up, took chance to wipe the muds on my hands and arms on them. lol.
then we to lunch and then went to kayaking. i think becos i went to bath, clear the mud then go to the sea, too cold then that's why i got fever. [leng dao]
then i partner up with huanghao [he not a confident swimmer~]
then we suay suay took one kayak that is filled with water. >.<
lol. then we went out to the sea. yeah~ i was doind great, huanghao is not lol
he keep "im tired~" then rest his pedal then i gotta kayak all alone.
then, i went to play sth i played 5 years ago. ZIPLINE WOOOTS!!! i went down then i felt erm scared then dun dare to open mouth, then i remember i am suppose to scream, becos i did not scream 5 years ago. then i went screaming with all my might. (actually i saw alot of intructors who are sweeping the campfire area turn and look at me, cos i scream too loud. andy complain to me lohs say i siao scream so loud~ wahhh i listen ler, feels a sense of statisfaction. lol shuang!~ then the yanhao so lame lahs. act act. when he is suppose to catch my leg, i went kung fu kick then he also put stance. lol when shihjoo came down he what, "i use one finger to stop you!!!"
hahaha.

we did great lahs. then we got practice for campfire. we dance mambo no. 5 lohs
lol tooo bad i dun have vid cam. it's not sth u get to see everyday, 3B all dancing together. the campfire fun lahs
the chiankiap so funny. lol the jack and rose. i tell u, i almost wanna snatch the mike and go, "come back jack, come back~"
then today we end the camp. lol.
i will miss contance and yanhao,
i will miss sijia & andy sitting beside me during breakfast, lunch, dinner, supper.
i will miss the times screaming and shouting and being high.
i will miss the feeling away from the stressful world.
i will miss the feeling that there is unlimited time.
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p.s SIJIA IM SOOOO SORRY TO WAKE YOU UP IN THE MIDDLE OF NIGHT TO GO TOLIET WITH ME!!! cos i wanted to go myself but then i very scared~ >.< i love u. thanks for accompanying me all along.



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5:17 PM




Y .Tuesday, July 04, 2006.

hais.
goodbye everyone.
am going off to camp tml morning
my hell
3 day
dont even know i will survive~
it really happens to be the campsite where we went on pri 5 camp.
signs off for three days
I WILL MISS MUSIC.
I WILL MISS NK
I WILL MISS MY BED
I WILL MISS MY BLOSTER.
I WILL MISS THIS COMPUTER
I WILL MISS MY HANDPHONE
I WILL MISS MY SHOWERS
i will miss my wallet.
i will miss cassiopeiasg
i will miss prishie
i will miss my mum sleeping beside me.
i will miss the tv
i will miss youtube
SHIT
I HAVEN WATCH OURAN HIGH GOD!!~~~~



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11:08 PM




Y .Monday, July 03, 2006.

rmb my breaking telephone record last time with prish? ealier this year?
wooots. it's history, we have new record

*SCREAM EVERYONE* WOOOOOTS

wahaha

previously it was:

Monday, April 03, 2006

I CANT BELIEVE IT~
I BROKE MY RECORD FROM 2005 TILL 8.15PM TODAY
I TOK ON PHONE FOR HALF AN HOUR THE LONGEST SINCE 2005!~
HAHAHA


can't believe it was shared with prish~
i hate toking on phone~
good habit learned from young haha.
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BUT NOW?!
I CANT BELIEVE THIS TOTALLY!~
I BROKE RECORD ONCE AGAIN THIS YEAR.
THE RECORD IS DOUBLE FROM LAST TIME
Chang chang it was shared with....... MY BELOVED ANNKHAY!!!!
!!!
WOOOTS MIDNIGHT PHONE CHAT EVEN!~
TIME RECORDED, 1HR 15 MINS!~

her bills burst~
shld be~ lol

i missed nk~~~
lol



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11:56 PM




Y .Sunday, July 02, 2006.

hais
life is just sooooo
karma-ish
my 4th aunt was hospitalised.
she's my fav. aunt you know?
she lies on the bed.
she's blur.
sth is eating up her memory
she recognises me but she may not know my name.
sad isnt it?
feel like crying but dun dare too
and think that it is useless anyway~
i haven get the chance to repay her~
she's always so nice to me.
funny isnt it? the day before she was hospitalised
she went to chalet, play pokers and stuffs
before chalet, she went to taiwan~
just a day difference she loses memory~
heartbreaking.
she's got lung infection,
and causes the brain lack of oxygen
eats her memory.
how strange life is.
who's whose destiny?
the chosen doesnt have the choice.



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8:09 PM




Y .Saturday, July 01, 2006.

I NEED MUSIC!~
cos im getting a little pissed off.
i need music listening to bada's songs.
i like her voice, cos it's sweet and high
but the problem with her is just her eyebrows.
lol
i deciding whether to create a fhss co blog.
to post announcements
kekeke
hais
pissed
tml they going to chinatown.
mummy dun let me go
T.T
hais anyway i shall go home sleep
but the prob is i dun get to play with cameras~
i miss it!~
no fair man~
hais
feel like wasting money
i want that micky mouse wallet
T.T
no money
not no lahs but must save up.
T.T
agrhhh so guai lan.



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11:24 PM




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