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Y .Saturday, March 25, 2006.













CREDITZ: SOOMPI + IRIDESCENT



damn. give me a break----
2:17 PM




Y ..

SO SHE DECIDED TO~
DO SILLY THINGS.
REFER TO HER BLOG.
===JELLYFIHIE===
STILL THINK IT IS LAME. >.<



damn. give me a break----
1:46 PM




Y .Saturday, March 18, 2006.


^^
it's kunda's bdae today~



damn. give me a break----
10:50 PM




Y .Friday, March 17, 2006.


i think im slow~
who cares~
im sick of homework~
shit them.
my throat~
feels like cutting it out
but kip singing
hoping to spoil the throat of mine~
maybe dun nid to go school~
lol
hais.
SOMEONE PLS BUY ME LUNCH!~
hais
im such a lazy person.
i also dunno wad to eat.
wad can i eat?
JAEJOONG~
YUNHO OPPA~
T.T
suddenly remember yesterday night.
i was trying to help my mum pluckin tt cabbage.
i realise i dont know how>.<
the first thing tt flash my mind.
JAEJOONG~
teach me/ help me do it.
i feel like trying his kimchi and soups.
>.<
hais.
arghhh
someone buy me or cook me lunch



damn. give me a break----
2:33 PM




Y .Wednesday, March 15, 2006.


my head is spining and spining.
trying not to look in to the monitor.
all becos of the stupid SPH trip.
toooo cold.
make my body temperature funny funny one.
then breathing diffuculty.
think maybe is bcos the chicken rice too oily?
im so weak.
but still mian qiang take photo.
hais.
so xin ku!~
seems like dying.
pix. took with a zb pop de journalist/ writer.



damn. give me a break----
8:57 PM




Y .Tuesday, March 14, 2006.

sexy.hot.cute.


Alice In The Wonderland. [queen]
jap are creative


naruto.




wonderful pix.


they are all chio!~



damn. give me a break----
11:38 PM




Y ..


it's obvious.
i really can't stand japs.
their cosplay rocks!~
i've concluded. im not allowed to go jap.
im afraid i see chio bu.
i will ran up to them and take lots of pix with them.
omg
chio until~!~~~~



damn. give me a break----
10:36 PM




Y .Monday, March 13, 2006.

found it in IN:COM agn
romaji:

Bah rahm ee muh moon
Geu shi gahn joh chah
Nah ae gaen nuh moo
Moh jah rahn guhl

Hahn buhn ae mi so
Mah ji mahk in sa
Sarang hahm ni dah... geu dael

Shi gahn ae ji chuh doh
Sarang ae ah pah doh
Geu shi gahn joh chah
Choo uk ee goh
Mah ji mahk in sahl hah nae yo
Sarang hahm ni dah
Sarang hahm ni dah

Fly away, Fly away Love..

Nae saeng ae dahn hahn buhn ae sarang ah
Ahn nyoung...

*credit: me (janeberryblue) + in:com



damn. give me a break----
12:59 PM




Y ..

just finish watching dangerous love.
T.T
yunho oppa!~
my jaejoong's action make me so darn jealous of oppa!
he put his fingers on oppa's lips and hug him!~
i wanted to cap their pix.
but can't be put into movie maker!~
asshole lohs
so i went to internet to find them~
found xiah's kiss[nearly]
[CLICK ON PICTURES FOR BIGGER VIEW!~]



CHANGMIN WAS ALSO SO CUTE!~
but he always gets the serious role.
he was eye catching and sexy and loveable





i'll post up new ones when there are for oppa and jaejoong

picture credits to IN:COM



damn. give me a break----
12:20 PM




Y .Friday, March 10, 2006.

i think i am going to cry for the thrid time today.
first time is i watching dead poet society.
darn it.
it was a very good quailty movie for the pass.
livin a live that does not belong to you hurts.
passion was left in the cold.
dreams were shattered apart.
then when they understand,
they regret.

second time.
is on the us.
there is an uncle.
he is talking to himself.
some ppl may think he is sick or siao.
but
it hurts me.
really hurts me.
his words do not make sense but hurt me in my heart.
wounds were reopened.
the pain hurt.
the whines heard.
the past can't return.

papa used to speak to himself. not himself something he see.
becos he started to suffer from brain cancer.
radiotherapy always do that to him.
i knew wad he wants.
he desire the past
he yearns the times
but yet he cant turn back them.
where he could have found out his last stage cancer
earlier.
so he would see me and jian hong
graduate.

[why is there a indian picture?]
[go pick up passenger!]
[wendy! (chatchatchat}]

everything still seems fresh in my head.

[tholong tholong lahs. let me go down...]

it hurts me.

deep.

when he hurts.

but i know he is well
somewhere

i'm fine with my live now.

but. all of them had full families.

their fathers drive them round.

but i could only take their fathers car.

im not sad.

im not sad.

i always tell myself.

i just cant help being jealous.

and sad when they do not appreciate how lucky they are.


maybe they think they know.

i don't know them.

all i want is to be a filial child to my mum.

from my eyes were tears
from my heart were fears.
nothing was to be forgotten
but the forgiven
was still in sin.

forgive my sins.
my words.
my action.
my thinking.

i just break kick scream.
for i can't withstand the devil in me.

======

maybe our cosplay documetary won something,
dunno wad.
pls let it be at least bronze!



damn. give me a break----
5:33 PM




Y .Sunday, March 05, 2006.

insa~
hais.
jaejoong makes me love him so much
except those off tune fly away~
hahaha
see if i can post it up~



damn. give me a break----
2:18 PM




Y .Friday, March 03, 2006.

seriously.
im getting sick of chinese orchestra
either it needs a major change
or hard way it is need to go.
they are all so darn self-centered.
see food forget about other things
see time's up they leave.
they dun even think of helping.
asshole.
pardon my words but
the stupid school need's a lift.

ENSURE A LIFT. OR ELSE I SHALL NOT GIVE ANY MONEY TO THE SCHOOL
AND LET THE SCHOOL WASTE MY MONEY.



damn. give me a break----
10:49 PM




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