Y .Friday, June 30, 2006.
finally got rid of commitee night
i've got tons of mistakes
cos my hands very heavy then distracted.
how cares no one hears me.
anyway, my hands were shaking, my legs were aching.
then my eyes were tired becos of the contacts.
today reach hom around 1.30 then keep stuffs around 1.50pm
gone to bed for nap.
nice one, stole my mum's facial mask to put.
my face is getting horrible.
hais
today last day for that stupid webpage competetion.
we all short term memory.
always forget to find that stupid feng to take webby to upload.
hais
drained~
nvmm i didnt do much anyway
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anyway, thanks baddie.
i could have overslept
thanks for ur call
lol.
first time talk so long.
u and ur stupid cat's contacts.
lol. still humm song
ur voice so different from the morning~
see lahs u always like this, get pissed so easily
*slaps ur knee.*
see u promised to sing me far away.~~~
lol
prepare for ur chinese oral lahs~
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tml still have CO
>.<
hais
hate it~
damn. give me a break----
11:10 PM
Y .Thursday, June 29, 2006.
cant cant believe i went crazy ytd
i'm dealing with this huge problem right now.
maybe i shld write 'these huge problems'
schoool reopen.
all i feel is stress.
all i do is push away everything i dislike.
i push away hmwk.
i dun feel like working hard.
then nk came to me emotionally
she sad about two spastic guy.
she said how numb she was.
she was crying.
the problem wasnt about the guys
but it was nk feeling sad.
it affects me too.
i escapes from her.
i lie on the bed.
i cried.
i feel so bad. so horrible so confused
i was unable to comfort nk
i was unable to help her
l left her helpless, she left me helpless.
i start to flood baddie's hp and sijia's
some crazy smses where no one understands.
and from their words
all i feel is, "what's the problem with you. are you crazy or what"
im going crazy
so crazy.
being emotionally drained, i fall asleep.
i called baddie agn to wake him up.
i found myself unable to speak in the morning
that's why baddie could only hear 'far away'
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i couldnt learn to grow up.lost all my senses i am practically nth.
losing all my senses nothing wakes up the happiness in me. isnt it just time to forget somethings and take it as nothing happened.
now i closed my eyes.
i can see myself standing alone. there were glass all around. i see huishan, shihjoo, beesuan and priscilla behide it. they were laughing happily, i knock on the glass. they did not hear me, they walked away.
then i see sijia. she seems to be able to see me. she could feel my presence. but still she cant hear nor see me. i bang desparatedly on the glass window, things behind the window changed, it's not clear anymore. it's misty, blur, i could recognise her, it's annkhay. then, sth pulls me took me away from the glass.
i open my eyes. i feel heavy. so heavy. maybe i really have depression.
damn. give me a break----
3:30 PM
Y .Tuesday, June 27, 2006.
cute baddie sent me this song. got a little addicted to it.
^^
nice song with nice lyrics. really wanna hear live band play this.
what happen if gerrold sing this? [grrr goosebumps]
baddie. u haven promise to sing to me to sleep in camp wohs
lol. bad bad baddie. still haven link me.
>.<
Far Away
Lyrics - All The Right Reasons :.
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there’s just one left
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore
On my knees, I’ll ask
Last chance for one last dance
‘Cause with you, I’d withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I’d give it all
I’d give for us
Give anything but I won’t give up
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore
So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
‘Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
‘Cause I’m not leaving
Hold on to me and
never let me go
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going crazy. going to have a horrible week.
damn. give me a break----
7:50 PM
Y .Sunday, June 25, 2006.
AN DUIE
ANDUIE
THE SCHOOL IS REOPENING TML
I HAVEN GET TO WATCH WANG AH NAM JA
I HAVEN FINISH MY HOMEWORK
I HAVEN HAD ENOUGH TIME
I HAVEN ENJOYED MYSELF
I HAVEN DO THE CHINESE PROJECT
I HAVEN FINISH MY CRAZY SMSES
THE WORLD CUP IS NOT YET FINISHED
AN DUIE
I WANT TO GO HEAVEN
ARGH
I HATE SCHOOL
I HATE SCHOOL
I HATE HOMEWORK
I HATE THEM
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i promised to declare my love to siyun.[FHSS]
SARANG HEYO
I LOVE SIYUN!!!! I LOVE HER SOOO MUCH~~~~
in case some people get jealous.
I LOVE U TOO SIJIA
I LOVE U BEE
I LOVE AQUARIUM!
okie dokie
my msn nick, ~[[MEANIE]]== I LOVE SIYUN. I LOVE SIJIA. I LOVE NK MOST! everyone wants my love?
ever since that ppl who chat with me would come to me and say they want a part.
lol
but NK soooooo selfishhy
she want mine all
lol
i want ur's all nk
lol
no sharing
>.<
no guys in ur heart? >.< you know who i am refering
went on date
>.<
bad girl
lol ms baddie
go on to marry mr baddie *runs off*
^^ cute baddie wans a part tooo????
NO
TOO BAD~ heeee u baddie. u nvr clock ur personal alarm what time?
lol
ehhhhh tml 3am portugal and holland.
tml how can wake early?
lol
ppl who are watching
take care!~
damn. give me a break----
7:27 PM
Y ..
CUTE BADDIE
damn. give me a break----
7:26 PM
Y .Wednesday, June 21, 2006.
NL tagged me this b4, but i very sian so do this.
Your 10 Favorites...
Favorite Color: red, black white
Favorite Food: beehoon
Favorite Song: DBSK- Rising Sun
Favorite Sport: swimming? badminton?
Favorite Season: autumn
Favorite Day Of the Week: wednesday
Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: vallina
Currents..
Current Mood: movies
Current Taste: medicine
Current clothes: CO tshirt and blue tights?
Current Toenail Color: er, silver, peeling off
Current Time: 8pm.
Current Surroundings: living rm at messy compt table, infested with ants
Current Annoyance(s): homework holiday man. stupid school
Current Thought: cant dl mystery6, did andrew died in accident? how come no reply sms haha
8 Firsts...
First Best Friend: CHOU ANN KHAY FOREVER~
First Crush: oooooops no news
First Movie: harry potter?
First Piercing: kinergarden
First Music: wow~ tt's like my mum's singing?
First Car: >.< at bintan? those golf cars?
7 Lasts...
Last Cigarette: HATE SMOKING AND ANYTHING RELATED TO IT
Last Drink: H2O
Last Crush: dotty
Last Movie Seen: omen[theatre] dasiy [dvd]
Last Phone Call: wow. i dun rmb usually no phone calls for me.
Last CD Played: DBSK heart mind and soul
Have You Evers....
Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friends: hey. i always have date with nk
Have You Ever Broken the Law: ooo yah of cos
Have You Ever Been Arrested: nope
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: No.
Have You Ever Been on TV: no
Have You Ever Kissed Someone You Didn't Know: no
Things you're wearing....1. CO tshirt 2. tights
Things You've Done Today...1. sleep. 2. blog 3. took bus 4. chinese orchestra
THree things u can hear right now: tv, cars and "go bathe"
things i do when im bored: compt
and now for the 5 people i tag:
i just did out of boredom. dun expect many ppl read my blog so, if u are reading u are the lucky one tagged
damn. give me a break----
7:47 PM
Y .Tuesday, June 20, 2006.
wahaha
when i say beautiful skin, it's really beautiful~
i love it^^
seriously
even it's ugly i'll still say it's beautiful bcos it's just a habit when it come to NK"s creation.
lol
primary school habit
but this time it is more beautiful. becos it's full of my joongie~
weeeees
new song too super junior---U
the mv was....
cute....
but when it comes to my heechul unnie~
wahhhh chio bu~
haha
THANKS ALOT ANNKHAY I LOVE YOU!~
SARANG HEY~
damn. give me a break----
11:48 AM
Y .Saturday, June 17, 2006.
haha
andrew wans me to post~
so i boliao post~
"it seems like talking to mr. andrew listening and asking him abt world cup becomes sth i do everynight"
>.<
just think that...
i really that boliao?
heeee
anyway.
only he can tell me what the people downstairs are screaming for.
^^
hopes nk makes me a beautiful joongie blog skin,
^^
damn. give me a break----
11:10 PM
Y ..
SERIOSLY. IT'S SOOOOOOO INFURIATING THAT I JUST MISSED ONE EXTERNAL HARDDISK WHICH SELLS $151 FOR 80GB. IM GOING TO GO CRAZY AND I WASTED MY TIME WAITING FOR THEM.
THIS IS SOOOOOO:
STUPID
damn. give me a break----
10:35 PM
Y .Friday, June 16, 2006.
KUKU
SOOOO KUKU
60GB HARDDRIVE
$200 ONLY
SHE DUN WAN BUY
AISHHHH
MY MUM IS SOOOO KUKU
long time nvr blog?
hais
alot of stupid stuffs happened
sooooooo irritated that i dun feel like saying them out
irrtating stuffs.
irrtating ppl
this world is crazy
i am crazy
damn. give me a break----
11:48 PM
