Y .Sunday, July 17, 2005.
i can't believe myself anymore.
i'll put everything a side.
searching the happiness within me.
learning to control my mind.
practising to control my hatred.
keeping everything in order.
i announce.
i am not afraid of anything.
anything you do is nothing.
search your own soul.
understand your own self.
are you living for the sake of friends?
or yourself?
~Friends are just materialistic.
they dont give me happiness.
still searching the happiness within me.~
damn. give me a break----
6:47 PM