Y .Monday, September 19, 2005.
days ain't good.
i lack of sleep.
plsss.
killll meee.
im dying........
damn. give me a break----
11:10 PM
Y .Wednesday, September 07, 2005.
new song again. this time chage to shino de fan
actually wanted to put bu ku de.
but cannot find url lar.
haha
recently have been very happy.
just tt the whole holiday so busy.
chinese orchestra la...
it sucks.
kick the ass of tt stupid conductor
chow jin how larrr...
bleaghs.
recently deviant art came out this china woman...
her prints are so beautiful. couldn't get enough.
o my godddd... they are sooo beautiful and shuai...
makes me wanna go right up and hug them.
just imagine a man like him huggging me...
stroking me hair...
goshhh
it's soooo melting~~~~
but if kunda ever do that i'll be the happiest woman in this world!!!
whahahaha
damn. give me a break----
11:33 AM
Y .Thursday, September 01, 2005.
is there anything wrong with venting my anger in my own blog...
TEO SIJIA.
dun think tt u are the only one who i talk to like tt.
huishan oso blahblah blah...
u loved shih joo arent u?
tt's not the business of mine.
i dun nid to hide my feelings.
im jealous of shih joo.
i dislike shih joo.
now u ppl can walk in pairs huh....
then i am being throw away.
walking alone...
fine. i'll get use to it.
next time i'll just sit by the corner
i keep everything to myself.
where u ppl jus dun bother about me.
when there's always no chance for me to speak.
no one will even know i am emotionally brokendown.
no one cares about me.
angry or sad huh teo sijia!
gogogo. go find ur shih joo.
when i go back to bed and let myself out.
I HATE MYSELF FOR BEING JEALOUS WITH SHIH JOO
who wans to fight with u.
im not interested in fighting wit people who dun even care about me.
damn. give me a break----
9:17 AM
