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Y .Wednesday, November 30, 2005.

the rock concert is not wad i expect.
i have already put down my expectation, and i was worst!
typical 'christian' rock concert.
who cares. the most impt is the concert.
it was pretty cool
but the lead singer sucks.
i love tobby the bass guitar!
his cute, handsome
omg!
ruben,the lead sing cum electric guitar
actually he is not shuai lahs (act cool de)
but there is a style or wad ever attracts u to him bahs.

starting of the concert he actually look into my direction
and there goes the electricity.
bleaghs.
lol
okok.
very tired. dun wanna type much



damn. give me a break----
10:42 PM




Y .Saturday, November 26, 2005.

OMG!
our filming at Expo was a success!
u can see those cosplay! so cute!
then we went interviewing the ppl.
n the cosplayer.
first was the high school cosplayer.
hahaha
he wore high school style with golden buttons.
he seems pathetic n lonely.
then the next cosplayer, not in acttion today.
HE LOOKS LIKE AHDI!~
sharon wad filming him then we rested for a while.
before continuing, cos sharon need to find her questions.
then i dunno wad gone into me.
then i ask him without going through my head.
"u know chinese? (afraid he donno. he seems english.)
did anyone say u look like ahdi?!"
then i realised wad i said.
i took another glance at him.
omg, he look so much like ahdi.
becos of his eyebrow and eyes.
then i told him to huijin.
huijin, a ahdi fan too. agree!
especially his side view with the hair tied.
hui jin went ga-ga.
hahaha
his name was... (cosplay name) makatashi
thing is tt one.

i really sick.
by the time going home my voice almost gone..
feeling hot n dissy all the while.
see those laptops n v cam.
my eyes almost drop out.
waolao
got printer only $59 !okok
gotta rest liao
ltr go write fanfic.

omg.
this fanfic maybe BIG time.
muahaha



damn. give me a break----
7:40 PM




Y .Friday, November 25, 2005.

i cant believe this but im sick!
(throws another tissue)

down with cold/flu and upsetted throat.
(pops another strepsils in to mouth)

cant stand it!
i wan to eat lunch!
no money
im broke!
omg
i still wanna buy alot of things!
i still wan go kbox!
still wan cut hair
still wan go bugis buy skirts!
damn it!



damn. give me a break----
12:29 PM




Y .Tuesday, November 22, 2005.

i have been memerized totally today.
dun tok bout the SCH lunch time concert.
it was a ok.
just the part where winnie went bonkers seeing zhu ming chao!
lols

[[i've got into a major problem.]]

我爱坤达,可是我同时也爱上了 在中。
我爱在中,可是我同时也爱上了 昌珉。
我爱昌珉,可是我同时也爱上了 俊秀。
我爱俊秀,可是我同时也爱上了 允浩。
我爱允浩,可是我同时也爱上了 有仟。

我爱ENERGY,可是我同时也爱上了 东方神起。

妈妈啊!~

我原本就是男孩样。 现在学穿什么裙,打扮……

我不断地在改变。 我很还怕,又一天你们不认得我。
我也认不得自己。

天呀!~ 救救我呀!~!~!~!~



damn. give me a break----
11:05 PM




Y .Sunday, November 20, 2005.

MY MANGO PUDDING WAS SUCCESSFUL!
WHAAAAA
SO EXCITED!
I HOPE I CAN FLY TO KOREA AND FEED JAE JOONG RIGHT AWAY!
kunda...
can u eat that?
hais
hope u and jae joong get well soon.



damn. give me a break----
6:44 PM




Y ..

[[keep it crossed]]

after failing my muffins,
i decided to make puddings to get my confidence back.

sipei's newest creation
[[MANGO PUDDING]]
waiting for it to cool down.
so slack here.

pray here

keeping my fingers and toes crossed.
hope everything goes smoothly.
i can take another blow!!!
lols
plsplsplsplspslpslpslpslspslpslpsl
let my mango pudding be mango pudding!



damn. give me a break----
2:06 PM




Y .Friday, November 18, 2005.

I DUN CARE!
THE NEXT TIME I GO KBOX
I WAN TO SING
楓 和珊瑚海.
THIS TWO SONGS BELONGS TO ME!
humpt.
i'll start pratising this song two song!
anyone willing to sing lara part?
muahahahaha


歌曲:枫

歌手:周杰伦 专辑:十一月的萧邦

乌云在我们心里刻下一块阴影
我聆听沉寂已久的心情
清晰透明就像美丽的风景
总在回忆里才看的清
被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我
我用力牵起没温度的双手
过往温柔已经被时间上锁
只剩挥散不去的难过
缓缓掉落的枫叶
像思念我点燃烛火温暖岁末的秋天
极光掠过天边
北风掠过想你的容颜
我把爱烧成了落叶
却换不回熟悉的那张脸
缓缓掉落的枫叶像思念
为何挽回要赶在冬天来之前
爱你穿越时间
两行来自秋末的眼泪
让爱渗透了地面
我要的只是你在我身边
被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我
我用力牵起没温度的双手
过往温柔已经被时间上锁
只剩挥散不去的难过
在山腰间飘逸的红雨
随著北风凋零我轻轻摇曳风铃
想唤醒被遗弃的爱情
雪花已铺满了地
深怕窗外枫叶已结成冰



damn. give me a break----
3:26 PM




Y .Wednesday, November 16, 2005.

muahaha.
doctor evil is back!
siao.
muahahaha
it's successful
DBSK rocked
Aquarium.
muahaha
yea dbsk
wooohooo.
wahhhh
crazy ler
dbsk!!!!
HERO!



damn. give me a break----
11:45 PM




Y .Tuesday, November 15, 2005.

牛奶呀.
什麼時候才碰到你.
i missed you again.
why??!!



damn. give me a break----
10:27 PM




Y .Friday, November 11, 2005.

我快崩潰了.
謝坤達.
那麼早.
就害我哭.
我不准你有事.
你瞭嗎?!
我要你好好養病.
好好的休息.
不准你亂來.
我不准你有事.
你瞭嗎?
你瞭嗎!
你這個傻蛋加笨蛋加蠢蛋!
不想在聽見你北送入院.
你要我死阿.
金曲獎, 那是明明已經不舒服了.
就留在家嗎.
你沒來沒人會怪你的啊
張到那麼大海不懂得照顧自己.
像個小孩子一樣.
你知道外頭有多麼多的粉絲們在為你擔心難過嗎??!!
你又知道我為了你而在這崩潰嗎???!!!!
我快瘋了.



damn. give me a break----
10:03 AM




Y .Thursday, November 10, 2005.

no wonder i get so fat.
coz i eat when i am practically,
anytime.
when i am angry, i eat
when i am sad, i eat.
when i say happy i eat.

holly shit.
i cant stand this whole thing anymore.
set me free.



damn. give me a break----
5:47 PM




Y .Wednesday, November 09, 2005.

whahaha.
i bought my first new SKIRT!
psyco already!



damn. give me a break----
10:59 PM




Y .Sunday, November 06, 2005.

[[天使的誘惑]]

有個女孩跟我說,
她很想談戀愛.
我問她為何有那麼的想法.
朋友和親人的存在還不夠嗎?
她說:
"沒人了解我的心,
不如找人來騙別人.
騙大家. 騙他們,
我很快樂, 很幸福.
永遠不讓他們,
知道我的心.
是那麼的孤單.
那麼他們就不會理會我.
做世界超級大騙子.
騙大家. 騙全世界.
騙自己.
因為沒人懂得我的黑暗世界."

她哭了.

"你的心在閃躲什麼?"
我問她.

"我說不出來,
因為我那心中,
一千一萬個不想.
帶來的只是悲傷和失望."

"那就苦了自己?
進入黑暗世界?
你是在受護嗎?"

"我...不知道.
你是誰?
為甚麼在挖苦我?"

"我? 我是你的心.
你的黑暗世界的天是."

"歡迎來到我們的黑暗世界."



damn. give me a break----
9:31 PM




Y .Friday, November 04, 2005.

祝張豬偉生日怪樂
恭喜 energy 在新加坡金曲獎
得了 最佳組合
和 courts 魅力新偶像!

yeah.
ENERGY rocks!
lin jun jie too!
he won 4 awards!
(yeah he won over jay chou)
no wonder jay chou nvm come.
hahah



damn. give me a break----
11:40 PM




Y .Wednesday, November 02, 2005.

YOHOO~ Sec 2D'05 Form teacher! Miss Haiza!!!
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Sec 2D'05 maths evil co-form. mrs tay(she retiring sleeping well at home soon!)

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Our moh lee fair HMT teacher!



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zilian



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me and bee. doubles in bus to bird park!

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singing~ lalalas~

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RoCk 'n' RoLL

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buddies! Sec 2D RoCks

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friends, thank you sooo much. i love all of you!

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zilian 2. haha my hair is in place!




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heee. sithu! nice guy~~~ can i hug u?

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Kenneth, Sec 2D monitor! *barks* good dog! sham?! argh! stop peeping from the back!

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re ben ren!. it's the japanese! like i promised. looking forward to your second performance!



Ripped AwAy 'n' BrOkEn~ ganbare!~

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damn. give me a break----
10:25 PM




Y ..

why has everyone including boys are getting sooooo
touchy
about seperating?
we are still in the same school right?
get a grip ppl.
dun go wailing and crying
grab a hoe.
dug a hole
take ur friend's name n bury it in ur heart.

it always reminds me of ann khay
had not seen her for damn long!
but still in the bottom of our hearts
there is always a space for us.
she's still my best friend.
and i miss her...
HEYY ANN KHAY!
MY GUITAR ROTTING AT UR HSE?!
COVERED WITH CROCOROACHES LIAO AH?
ahem.
see.

_______________________________________________

i'm really worried about bee suan.
if she doesn't apologise n give in to ivy they all,
she will suffer.
i really wish to help her.
shihjoo too.
but i dunno if they understand my 'hao yi' anot.
hais.
i feel so alone recently.
yikees
go back to write my script for our documentary
dunno jeslyn n yi xuan they all got rite anot...
but i back up lah
hhahaha~~~~~



damn. give me a break----
10:47 AM




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