Y .Saturday, April 29, 2006.
this world nvr fails to frighten me.
rmbs that time after school that whole bunch of ppl
went up to victor and scold him.
this class is much much much more scarier then i know.
i dun understand what are they thinking.
i dun know what is victor thinking
what kahyan is thinking.
but i think i shld i at the least care for their feeling.
i thought of using this stupid why of condemming people that happens in school
in my SVA drama.
but im afraid to hurt ky's feeling and ppl in the class.
but they will nvr know how terrible they are. becos.
there's no mirror to reflect what they did.
it really struck me.
when xuebin say "you are just like last time[in primary school]"
think about it, it really is.
that one always sticking up for ppl who are somehow being 'condemn'
i missed 2d.
where everyone are so nice and friendly.
every feeling counts.
another persontold me sth that also make me got more clearer image on myself.
xueying "you are like last time still falls saliva when toking~"
ahem... not this sentence [forward]
"your laughters are not as 'true' and 'sincere' as it use to be"
lol
it really sounds as if im undergoing depression.
i think it is becos of my dad.
his death make me afraid of the world.
the relatives of mind.
promises
love given are not true.
i don't know if i can even make it to grow up.
it seems like everything falls apart.
damn. give me a break----
10:12 PM
