Y .Wednesday, October 25, 2006.
very tired now~
hais~ after Chinese Orchestra,
i'm suppose to go sing kbox with sijia and andy~
but walking to JE entertainment centre,
received a sms for mummy, saying ahyi's brain's blood vessels burst~
>.< pretty shocked. bad have to wait for news wad am i suppose to do,
in the end left sijia and andy to NUH~
SORRY SIJIA AND ANDY!!! you guys waiting for today for so long~
hais~
rush to the hospital, saw alot of 'long time no see' relatives,
and 'i never see you before' relatives~
>.<
ah yi's is like~ 'brain dead'
blood clot pressing on her veins~
all we can do is wait for her heart to~ stop functioning slowly~
hais. somehow~ feel very very tired of the lifes i have to face~
my dad, kimkim, ah yi~
they struggle through the diseases~
cancer, kidney failures~
you see so many people crying for them.
for ahyi's case, her family felt that it is too sudden~
but if it was you, early in the morning,
you wake up, she serves you breakfast as normal,
even cook birthday noodles~
heartbreaking.
johnson gorgor. jiayou! it's ur birthday today~
T.T your worst birthday maybe.
johnson korkor, jason korkor and jiujiu stay strong.
three big man went blur and unable to accept it~
>.< jason korkor to me is them most calm person~
but~ hais~ ah yi will go any time.
i'm back home, i'll go to school tomorrow~
let's hope ahyi will stay real strong.
T.T okie~ let's write down some of the memories before i block them.
My BEST and FAVOURITE ahyi~
she's always nice to me~
me ahyi and mummy would go downstairs to the hawker to eat duck noodles together~
^^ then she would always stuff me $20. $10 for me, another for jianhong.
then, when we go shoppping, she would always buy for me things~
>.< especially things that my mum dun want to buy~ lol
when my dad pass away, the first newyear~
she packed a big big hongbao for us~
this are the newer memories~
i still remember in my kinergarden days,
she would make me sit on the floor and she sits on the bed,
and she would tie up my hair in many different styles~
she would tie so tight~ that my scalp hurts.
haha~ then i would spent my afternoon at her house~
after my lessons becos mummy and papa are working~
she would bring me to ntuc~
and i would always help her to carry her stuffs~
after buying things, she would go to the bubble tea house
which once located in jurong point's basement~
haha~ i remember~ i use to dislike bubble tea~
as they look disgusting through the pictures>.<
typical sipei would always ransack her storeroom for games when she is bored~
once even ripped open a pack of toys~ that is suppose to give to other children as present~
haha~ OH YAH! and the most scary side of my ah yi~
is always the time she would PLUCK OUT my teeth~
cos i love to play with 'shaking' teeth~
she finds it irritating~
remember clearly once,
when we were eating porridge, i keep using my tongue to play with the tooth
then she notices it~ and say~ 'what are you doing?'
when i explain, she push her fingers into my mouth,
find the tooth, and pull it out~
then i have to rush to the toilet,
rinsing my mouth~
things that comes out of my mouth : blood tooth rice~ [thinks of it, i feel like puking~]
haha~ i cant rmb anymore stuffs~lol
limited memories~
OH YAH~ and she likes to bully maids in the past haha~
okie lahs~ tml have to go school~
i'm tired too~ ^^ EVERYONE, JIAYOU!~
damn. give me a break----
11:17 PM
