Y .Wednesday, May 16, 2007.
Life gets tougher, decision are to be made.
LIFE SUCKS
okie people, don't mind my language here.
If it is out of your dictionary >.< sorry
ssibal
I HATE HATE HATE ADDITIONAL MATHS
I get this bloody disgusting grade, and i have to face it and let my mum sign
And when she is sick, dying, feeling super low,
how am i suppose to take that fucking stack of paper and anger her?
40/100
this is bullshit.
TOTAL BULLSHIT
I've studied hard
II can say out loud and clear i studied i tried,
but i end up with the asshole 40 marks
EVEN WITH A FREE 5 MARKS
so i only got 35 marks actually
damn it.
AM I THE HELL STUPID OR AM I JUST A SUCKER?!
When am i going to wake up and get back what am i suppose to get?!
I can't let the time go pass like that
I can't let myself to go into this darkness
I need to bring myself up
search for that bloody stupid motivation.
I AM GOING TO FORGET WHAT THE BASTARDS AND BITCHES SAID
I want to live my life.
I want a easier route to better life.
So there is alot of things i have to let go.
That includes Super Junior, DBSk
i am going to let go of them for the moment.
5 months.
5 months
THEN I SHALL REWARD MYSELF WITH MARVELOUS GIFTS!
i am going korea to watch a concert if there are still alive,
and i am going to go to taiwan to shop.
So, www.suju-pbm.net
i am leaving you.
I will visit you when i have time,
In the meantime, joyce will be taking care of you.
Thanks joyce for accepting my invitation.
I am going to put up my room with mahjong paper as wall paper.
i will put every formulae and defination up.
I am not going to be easy yo myself anymore.
Quotes Kangin "I am not easy"
I'll push myself.
Even if i get crazy, even if i cry to sleep everyday,
till the last day of o level paper,
i am going to be a study devotee.
SIPEI! HWAITING!
damn. give me a break----
5:45 PM
