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Y .Wednesday, December 19, 2007.

最近開始作工.
才發現這世界,新加坡
是多麼的噁心多麼的讓人不爽.
人的工作為什麼是憑著一張文凭來決定一個人的才能和努力?
為什麼我在辦公室打公, 在那闲著.
可是我賺的比那些勞工還多一倍?

為什麼人們要用一張廢紙, 來否認一個人的努力與能力?
那些他媽的大人有為何為了那一張廢紙罵自己的孩子.

我們讀了十多年的書, 當我們來到作工時, 我們所讀的一切, 一大半都和
那廢紙一樣的廢物.
那我們何必苦了自己?
我曾經也擠進前十名, 甚至五名.
可是誰有知道我天天讀書到一半不知覺的崩潰
又有誰知道我躲在我枕頭下哭.
我一點都不快樂. 但我所做的只是為了讓我媽快樂.
但她從來都不在乎我的快樂. 她只在乎我的成績.

為什麼. 為什麼.
為什麼我媽一定要那樣對我?
我哥做錯事, 什麼被罵的人是我(就連我發燒躺在床上她也要罵)?
為什麼她所說的事到了最後她都要反悔?
大人們為什麼就是那麼愛扭曲自己原本所答應的事.
錯的永遠不會是他們.

明明早就把我的生活給策劃好了, 為何還問我要不要?
而當我說不要時, 你就必我說我要?

最近在聽一首歌, 我第一次聽就很喜歡.
蘇打綠 <這天> :

詞：青峰曲：青峰

夠深刻了嗎? 來躺下吧!
讓我輕撫你安慰傷害我後的疲累

夠尖銳了嗎? 看我的疤!
用溫柔包覆勇敢給喘息的你笑臉

生命從來不覺得自己對誰該負責任
(我們看了編造的謊言就如此輕易將彼此劃成碎片)
太多虛偽情節的表面模糊陌生的眼

請讓我在你身邊一起穿越這條街
請讓我在你身邊一起紀念這一天

夠痛快了嗎? 我知道啊
躲在你利刃之內驕傲的自卑作祟
夠鮮艷了嗎? 血染的花
被你刺滿的雙手此刻擦乾你眼淚

總有一天我們都死去丟掉名字的回憶再沒有意義
總有一天我們都忘記曾為了一個越演越爛的故事傷心
總有一天我們都歎息笑著緬懷有過的愚蠢的美麗
就讓現在過去

讓我握你的手徹底瞭解顫抖
讓你握我的手你會知道我

(透過我的眼淚看你的臉
自由是我們需要的特權
你笑了我笑了)

damn. give me a break----

10:11 PM

Y ..

I am 1 week late.
my MCR concert.
It was totally cool.

the main thing is YEAH I WENT OUT WITH ANNKHAY!
heee i just knew she will like it.
(see sijia i actually give you prioity)
but i love annkhay more then sijia
but i still love sijia
^^

yaya
heard enough of black parade?
nahs it's a nice song

HOHO i feel so proud to have a camera!
haha

i really really enjoyed myself
thanks red camp
thanks for the standing tickets.
we were right under MCR.
thanks annkhay
thanks for accompanying me
sorry that i dragged you the wrong way to go to the mrt

i like rock so much.
i really do,

damn. give me a break----

8:45 PM

Y .Sunday, December 09, 2007.

hey. happy birthday pammie.
your're 15~

i have alot of things to tell you.
i know you'll read this.

又再過了一年。
生命經過許多的起起落落。
要告訴你，什麽事都可以找我聊。
不要逞強。不要憋在心裏面.
知道嗎？
還有。
不管你做什麽，不要去害怕。
要努力，想做什麽，就去做（對得事！不能做壞事哦）
不要後悔那些你沒做過的事。
還有。
你的爸媽都是很好的人。
能有一家人在一起是幸福的。
要珍惜，

大家都在成長。
我們帶不走什麽
留下的只有回憶
而回憶是自己製造的。
接下來的日子
為自己偏出一段段美好的回憶……

要懂得怎麽保護和照顧自己懂嗎？？？？

真是的。我好嘮叨……………………

難得的東西不要輕易的放手。
就像朋友。

謝謝你和你們
都在我的回憶裏面。

damn. give me a break----

11:19 PM

Y .Thursday, December 06, 2007.

在11月27號2007年
我曾經那麼說過

after listening to the zoukout concert.
i realise, i need a rock/band concert.
yes i missed linkin park concert,
then i'll miss my chemical romance.

證明; [November 27, 2007]RED CAMP 4 PART 2

AND SERIOUSLY.
Someone from red camp actually read it.

因為今天我....
太幸運了
讓我來訴說當時的情況.

那時我在'作工' 可是在閒著沒有東西好做.
我在寫故事 (透露秘密 <天使遊戲> 主角: 唐禹哲和謝和弦)
幸好我把手機放在桌上.
突然有電話, 無電話號碼.
我就接了.

"Hello, is this sipei?"
"ya"
"you've won a pair of my chemical romance tickets"

wow

really...

WOW.
我真的恍神了.
沒想到. 真的.
放了電話我真的感到 '不可思議!'

我真的懷疑我累壞了, 做了一個超爽的夢.
可是拉了拉自己的臉頰.
會痛喔!!!!

太不可思議了

Really thanks to red camp.
you guys gave me a super big surprise.
~~i'll miss my chemical romance.~~
i may not know them well but yes i neeed rock in my life.
I LOVE RED CAMP!
MUACKS!

damn. give me a break----

7:25 PM

Y .Tuesday, December 04, 2007.

本年度最帥氣的偶像劇．
主演：ｈｅｂｅ　賀軍翔　李威

全部都給你．　鬥牛，要不要？．

很喜歡這部戲．
很土的劇本，可是就是偶像劇嗎．白痴點是必要的．
當然他們具備了偶像劇最基本的要求．　
帥哥美女組合．

ＨＥＢＥ　是超帥的．
它的眼神好好．
根本就是個讓人噴鼻血的完美組合．

李威的溫柔讓人心痛．
賀軍翔的帥氣讓你心跳加速
而ｈｅｂｅ　單純，任性加可愛的性格．讓人羨慕到家了．

所以現在的你，準備好了嗎？
賀軍翔是帥倒～～～～～
不管是白馬王子
惡霸王子
籃球王子
帥斃了！

愛情你在哪兒？

damn. give me a break----

10:10 PM

Y ..

brrr!
I'M BACK AGAIN.
Last Sunday, 2 Dec. Was a special day.
It was PBM 2nd official grand gathering.
HAHAHA

We were simply fan girling around
and Basically the admins are trying their best to make a fool out of ourselves.
those silly action and dances.
AND MOST IMPORTANTLY THE DRAMA.
man the admins have to act too.
admins as in me and joyce.
PRIS IS SLACKING OFF>.<

okie, i brought my darling camera and took a few shot.
Bee won a Suju 2nd album and she gave me.
LOL
wow. that's so cool la.
free one.
i have some return back from the money i spent on gathering.

I guess everyone had fun. but are really tired.
heee
cos i am.
maybe the 3rd gathering i'll not be there anymore.

damn. give me a break----

9:39 PM

Y ..

恭喜恭喜!!!!
我有相繼了!!!

I said i wanted a Sony T2.
and i bought it. WAHAHA

Last Saturday, 1dec.
Me and my mum went to Aljunie to see house.
then i realise Fuhua CＯ　is suppose to to perform there that day lol.
In the end i went off before i can see pammie and yvonnie.
>.< sorry juniors>.<
But. me and mummie went EXPO!
We were suppose to go to John Little 'exihibition' which is actually a sale.
but then u see people are carrying laptops, printers.
something pops in my mind. "IT SHOW"
which means, SONY. which means GYBERSHOT. which means my T2.
after we shopped at John little, me dragged my mummie to buy the camera.
she is paying it for me first.
then i'll pay her back later.
man. i've been waiting for this moment!

AND YES! I'VE GOT MY CAMERA~
so i am saving for laptop only!

damn. give me a break----

7:27 PM